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Didn't attend school today. Mummy comforted me, assure me that everything is alright. Wanted to go school as a latecomer today but sadly 8am is the time whr no one is suppose to go into the school alrdy if im not wrong. So rested at home awhile more and went to LilyAw clinic to get my mc. The queue was long, and certainly is it very scary to see ppl around wearing masks and the "nurses" there were wearing gloves and protective "coat". She took my temperature, and i sat there, staring into space for almost an hour, doing nothing but observing what the other patients were doing. Some like me, staring into space. Some on the phone, Some sleeping, Some who has high fever "cut" queue since they are more impt. Got this little girl had a high fever of 38 + degrees. Others are adults who came to see the doctor, and going back to work. Some test urine, for some reason which i didnt get to eavesdrop, and others are from schools, high fever too. Oh and thr is indeed one, who cannot hear. So the "nurse" got abit problem in communicating with her. See the doctor, told him i had headache, and told him abt my dried up lips. So he took my blood pressure, and i went out to wait for my mc and medicine.
Bought 10 mini donuts, and one cold milo take-away. walked home, ate, and i bathed again.
while combing my hair, the door bell rang, and i thought it was some strangers selling icecream or whatever till he shouted "postman", which made me answer the door. my item i bought from a blog one mth ago came :D im damn happy. well, happier at least.
Blessings in disguise.
Ever lost a loved one, and cant seem to carry on living? i did, once, or maybe twice. At that moment, you will be cursing and swearing, crying and whinning, complaining and thinking abt commiting sucide, slashing your wrists, skipping meals, etc ; you are depressed. That is a moment all girls will lose their "life" coz love is more important than anything else in this world. Losing their loved ones is more than any other saddest thing that can happen. but too bad, boys dont understand and girls cant get hold of themself and to believe that fact. But things usually turn around. Like me, i gained friends that listen, that cared, who was there for me when i needed them most. And, i found shaunkxw, who loves me alotalotalot. imagine, i still hold on to the previous idiot (now we are kinda back to friends but nver talk much), i would nver had given my heart to someone else who made me happier for more than a year now. Blessing in disguise? Yes i would say so.
Ever thought that everyone is against you because of some idiotic rumours/gossips/misunderstandings between you and your goodfriends/cliques? Well, i did. That time was the most horrible thing that could have ever happened to me, coz i treasure friends alot. And due to some backstabbers, Things turned ugly, and yes, i feel so helpless, like as if everyone is against me. Depressed? of course. But, i had my boyfriend's support, and Jesley with me, and my other friends from 09s07 like zhiyi cheryl stephanie who listened to me and laugh with me, and also my secondary school friends like corrina and jiaqi and quimei. (btw, it's not in any particular order). A few mths later, i got my friends back. And now im just happier than before the conflict happened, though i lost a friend whom i hated now. Now me and shaun nver quarrel that much alrdy. Blessings in disguise? Yes i would say so.
Ever in a situation where you think that you are upset the whole day, and something just pops out infrnt of you and made you happy? I did, just. I was feeling God damn upset, but when the postage came, i was super happy. Even though i got bad news and bad things going on ard me, i got my item which i longed to have, and which i've waited for for a long time. When i went to see the doctor and no one is with me since dear got sch and mum had work, i was dead bored and upset at the same time (not coz im lonely ya). But i managed to eat mini donuts and ice milo which is like the same taste as the one i bought with jes during newspaper collection day and 10000000000x nicer than school's milo. Blessings in disguised? Hahas. Yes why not?
Readers, whether or not, your day/life may be sad, depressing, disturbing, upsetting, a bed of thorns, or whatever, it is not permenant. Coz the world is balanced. (something like yin and yang?) when there are sad stuff, there are bound to be happy stuff. when there is happy stuff, there will be sad stuff. that is why you cant be happy most of the time, and you wunt be sad most of the time.
it is like mrt going into a tunnel from kallang (or lavander?). the darkness is long, but soon, after a long time, at redhill, there is light again. (:
Sometimes, the tunnel may be long, but dont worry, you will walk out of it one day. Just have to wait.
one example is me and my mummy. we once had this.. miscommunication thing. Well, i will always argue and shout at her (bad daughter eh) and stuff, and it is like, nver will our r/s be better. till recently i started to buy for her Mother'sDay gift other than making cards, and talking to her more often. Now, we did talk, laugh and ya, better liao la. This took like.. erm years bahs. maybe ard 2-3 years? coz sec one i very guai, nthin. sec 2 it began. when i go church from sec 2- 4 beginning of year, she got scold me and stuff. then now it is like, better :D
and for those who just lose a loved one, maybe, just let go. old one dont go, new one wunt come (translated from the chinese saying). Trust yourself, it is the most important thing, in your own life.
so ya, My message today is like this. im typing these not to tell you all anything actually, but to encourage myself. But at the same time may help you all too. so byebye :D
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